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Some of my Daily Affirmations!

-I am not alone. There are people who understand me. -It's okay to ask for help today. -Just for today, I will act in a way that I would admire in someone else. -Just for today, I will make decisions that will feel good tomorrow. -I am a child of God. -I am capable of changing. -I will open my eyes to the goodness in others. -I will create my own happiness. -I feel good about myself today. -I am learning my purpose more and more as I "Let Go and Let God."
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Right Here, Right Now, In This Moment.....

It all started out as having fun, and thinking it was all about the fun!  I can say at one point it was fun.....going clubbing was the best part of it.  But as years went by I knew it was getting a problem but I kept doing it because thinking I couldn't possibly let it get out of control.  Boy, was I wrong!! One small tiny bottle turned into me binging from a week to two weeks all day everyday, and drinking 2 to 4 fifths a day.  I couldn't just have one bottle a day, but it seemed like 3 or 4 would be an accomplishment to get everyday of my binges.  I don't know how I got the money, but I always managed to have my alcohol.  Not coming home most of the time, sleeping 12 to 15 hours a day, what a way to live!  At one point of my life I drank so much, and took more pills than I should have and slept for a day and a half and even then I woke up still feeling drunk, and I still have my bottles stashed so I didn't have to worry about not having alcohol....
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